I am trying so hard to work this out. I have had some very angry moments with T when he has trouble scheduling me. Yesterday he asked me what I'd like, I said I'd like to be back in 3 weeks... and what he gave me is essentially 5 weeks. My appointments used to be every 2 weeks, then it went to 3, which was annoying but tolerable... then I had to push one back a week due to events beyond my control which made it 4 weeks in between sessions.. I didn't like that. And now 4 weeks seems to be what he has for me.

UGH. I get that things may be busy due to the holidays. I understand T is busy and can only offer me what he has available. I work full time so I like the last slot of the day so that I miss the least amount of work.

I guess my question is, is T too busy? He's at the county mental health clinic. I chose it because it was the closest place to my house and I was terrified to drive at the time. Maybe I need to find a place that is less busy.

I can't decide if I'm trying to punish T by leaving or if this actually makes sense. I am very frustrated by the whole thing and I don't think I'm thinking straight. I don't even know how to ask T about this, every time I try to think of what to say I sound like a big pouty baby.