When I said he slept with me, we slept in the same bed. we've never had sex until this year. He's never physically cheated on me or anyone he's been with. When he was talking to that other girl we didn't even so much as hug.

Thank you everyone for reading this and giving me some honest advice. I'm 22 and this is so overwhelming for me. I know I should probably pack up and move on but I'm such a hopeless romantic and I'm so afraid that if I did I will regret it because I'll keep thinking "what if things would've gotten better."

I know that everyone makes mistakes and no one's perfect and so I'm trying not to hold the past over his head. He does so good most of the time and then all of the sudden out of the blue those things happened.