We never had sex until this year. I know for a fact he's never physically cheated on me or the girl he was talking to before me.

I know people make mistakes and I'm just trying not to hold the past over his head. He does so good most of the time, then out of the blue these incidents happen. It seems like back-to-back when typed up but it really is months and months in between.

I know I should probably just pack it up and move on but I feel like I'll always wonder "what if things did get better"

I'm 22, stupid, and in love. ha

Thank you everyone for giving me advice. You have no idea how much it means to me.