Ill start off by telling you if you feel lile that, please go see a psych doc... You dont need the depression worsening. Believe me! But, yes, ot does seem that you may be bipolar... Get put on the right meds, and attempt to kick its but before it tales over! Sounds funny, but true. now I am in no way saying itll be easy, its a rollercoaster ride, but be tough, and ypull make it! I wish you the best of luck!