Hi Snowbird. I want to be your friend. I understand how you feel. I feel the same way.

Things get really confusing for me too. You know, Mr. ***** sounds like a really nice person. I woulndt worry too much if hes real or not, it sounds like you enjoy him and hes good to you, so I would just leave it at that for the time being. Im sure you will figure it out but the important thing is that you have a good time with him.

Sweetie why wouldnt god send you an angel? And you know what, sometimes angels come in many many different forms. Sometimes they can be humans or animals or even make beleive friends.