((( Dragonfly)))

Im sorry your having a rough time right now. I think the hoildays are just one more hurdle to get over whether your all for it or would prefer to fast forward life til mid January.

Good for you for calling the hotline ,,just to find out what would happen ...
I hope you can avoid a hospital trip this winter ,, but at least you are realizing that it may indeed happen ... alot of people think its bad to take a trip to the hospital ,, well noone likes it but ,,if your in crisis thats the best place to be.

Just try to be good to yourself ,,, breath breath breath ...

((( Hugs )))