i had a dream that i was cutting last night and it was such a nasty cut, the blood jsut came flowing out and today all day i've been thinking about making that cut and i dunno what brought it on b/c ive been doing so well, i haven't hurt myself in about 6 weeks....i wanna hold out up i'm sooo scared i won't be able to...so i'm posting here instead of cutting, i just hope i can get thru whatever this is about without cutting...