I don't think this guy even knows what he wants, but you should know what YOU want! You deserve a lot more than what this guy can give you. You are independent and you don't need to be going through any of this, especially if he doesn't even love you. Do not put yourself through this... I think you should walk out of this relationship before you get even more hurt. Maybe once he realizes that you are not around any more and that you are moving on, he will realize what you are worth. Good luck!