Why me????? Not here-why us????? Don't know, I guess we are picked out some how. I see you have a lot to live for, think of how much they would miss you. Bad dreams or good dreams they are just that a dream. I used to not dream much but I sure do now that I am on meds. My dreams are so weird. With people in them that I do not even know. Yes I dream of dying too but not much. My fear is how much I think of dying when I am awake. Stay strong for those around, happy holidays, thanks for posting.