welcome siani! You have come to the best place around! Everyone here at PC is so supportive and care so much about one another. We can all relate in some way with each other, and I know for myself without PC I would have been in hospital by now. It is through the support and friendship I have found here that I am getting through probably one of the toughest times in my life. I hope you will be able to get all the help and support here too. Again, welcome.