This is turning out to be a bad bad time. I'm so depressed and with reason. I feel as tho lately I'm here for everyone else and no one is here for me (irl). Not lately anyways, I know everyone is stressed and tired or sick. I am also sick, tired and stressed but it feels like everyone elses needs trump my own at the moment.

I feel like just throwing up my hands and saying I quit. I'm quite hurt that in my time of need everyone else is so wrapped up in their own stuff that they can't even spare a few minutes. I spare tons of minutes constantly for who ever may need them. life just completely sucks some times, unfortunately that time is now. I'm sick and tired of having to beg for needs to be met. I do not feel important, and more I do not feel loved. I feel alone while everyone makes sure I fill their needs. I guess I feel used.

I definatly haz a sad