no worries Profoundselfhelp...

I dunno what to say....oh and that highway thing happened sometime ago, I self medicated alot and even when the doctsors gave me the 'dex'...I abused that too...it was .(using your word)...awesome to focus like that ...but the quantities I had to take...and the damage it did to me

I just do my best now...
got some more for you

if my brain could do pottery...I would be living in a pot plant Amazon.
if my brain could drive I would have a 50 car garage and get pulled over immediately when I left the house.
if my brain could knit I would have my own winter clothing line within a week.
if my brain could fish I could supply a sushi chain of restaurants.
if my brain didn't need oxygen I would be on my out of the Solar System...heading to Andromeda.

oh what a life?....BUT can I focus on it!

ouch!