Thanks to you all!
And I do understand you and all of you!
Crying can be a good thing, tho we dont normally do so...
But I do understand! And your not making things worse, I promise!
I thank you all!
<3
We are starting to feel ourself again... atleast where we are able to communicate and the needs and wants of eachother... but we dont know if that's because the med we took is helping that the ER gave to us, or if we are just going to another swing where we are just going to get even worse before we get better... we are all over the place.. its like mood swings from hell... our head is still pretty foggy and unclear.. but i think we are getting better...i'm not quite sure though... and i know we are having problems in problem solving and other things, that just makes us feel like we are going crazy.. but that too seems to be a symptom from withdrawling abruptly from one of the meds..
I really hope this ends soon. we can't last like this...
LOTS OF HUGS TO YOU, THE LITTLE ONES, AND ALL THE OTHER PARTS OF YOU!!!
<3
we might talk to abby.. she is making biscuts on the back of chair we are in right now.. my head is really too incoherent to make much of my words out without getting tounge tied- ... its starting again... i knew it wasn't gone for too long.. i guess since we are not in public and we are alone in our room then we will just let it be and not fight it. we fought it hard earlier and it was no use.. other than we were able to keep conciousness... sorta... we can't piece things together like we normally do.. to make full memories... what we normally do after a therapy session.. we isolate and piece it all together... that way we have no way of having forgetful momments ...
it will be nice to be off of that one med without the withdrawls anymore... that will be a exciting refreshing thing.. we think... because the med has been clouding our judgement and messing with our mental abilities, along with interfering with the tolerance to the adhd med i'm on. But we only think. we worry because we were stupid and got ourselves here... we didn't have the right mindset.. we weren't realy us... we couldn't think right really.... we only thought we could... now that we are off we remember what it was like to be off of the med..
Im so glad to have met you
*hugs and smileys with hearts*!!! (i can't ifnd the smileys here lol)