30 in one day, I can't even imagine. Your an amazing person for dealing with that. Just like any other illness, it's better to go home an rest. Don't feel bad about leaving, your doing what best and that taking care of yourself.

I absolutely hear you on anxiety talking yourself out of taking the anxiety medication- I do the same thing. Talk to your doctor about that too! And is there someone else in the office you can see when your doc is that booked? I left my last doctor because it always took such a long time to get an appointment -thats ok too