First post - well done. This shows that you are still fighting your depression. I to would not quit school if at all possible. Like the others have said it might get you to used to being alone. That is not good. I know, I am alone many hours a day. But I do have PC. I see that you are seeing a doctor, be honest with him / her they can not help you if you are not. Not sure if this is for you but you might copy your post and share it with your doctor. This would break the ice on your depression with them. Anyway keep posting here, you are not along, we all understand you. I hope you have a better new year. One other thing stay away form alcohol if you can, it really feeds your depression.