Very good, I hope your new home will work out for you. One thing though if you are way down you really can't think about how others think. You have to take care of yourself first. Like going to a school counselor. No one needs to know what you are talking about with your counselor, I would guess that he has his own office. Please remember La Bella Vita first. Nothing is more important than yourself. Job well done for speaking to your cousin, I know how hard that was. Have a good day.