((((( pauramirez ))))) 3 months to me is not a long time. This person you love will always be in your heart. In high school I also had what I would call a soalmate. I still think about her. I even have a picture and all the letters she ever wrote to me. We were also far apart, she was in Dakota and I in Alaska. It just did not work for us being so far apart. But anyway I hope you can move on as I did and find someone closer to you. There is a forum on this sight for Relationships & Communication you might try this.
Not sure what to say about being gay. I am not gay so I can't say that I understand. I do have a gay friend that did a lot of talking to me. We did talk about what his dad was going to say when he came out of the closet. It took awhile but his dad finally accepted him for who he was. Now he can bring dates over to his fathers and not feel awkword. I think it will just take some time for your family to understand. Or more so to be comfertable about it. I new that my friend was gay but it also took me some time to feel comfertable around him when he would bring a date around. Not sure why but it did.
Always remember this, Your mother and father will always love and care about you. This will never change. Good luck, always feel free to post here.