there's .a lot of reasons we may not get replies to our posts right away.
sometimes people don't know how to respond. also, there are times we're
stretched to our limits, and aren't able to support others. that's okay, too. from what you posted, it looks like you KNOW what you need to do,
but you don't want to do it. ah, i've BEEN where you are, and STILL find
myself WANTING to not eat. i REMIND myself that I NEED to eat, and usually do. i think about past consequences, which helps. also, i keep a
journal so i can sort things out. take care!