I have not eaten in two days. I do know it's wrong. I just can't find the energy to care right now. I have barely been eating the last few weeks. I am "in" treatment. Whatever it means, I'm not finding it very helpful.

I have a ton if baking and cooking to prepare for Xmas at my house for my family. Being around all this food is making the matter that much worse. I just do not want any of it. Maybe it's just the whole season driving this or something. I don't know.

I was just making this thread so I have at least one place to admit what I am doing. At least get it off my chest.