I'm only 6 months sober and the holidays are difficult for me. I seem to be throwing myself a pity party lately because my family doesn't do anything for Christmas. They all go their separate ways and I will be alone. I stopped at the gas station tonight and it seemed like every person was coming out of there with beer. I was going to go in for some hot chocolate, but was too worried I might buy some beer too. I got in my car and came home. Thank goodness my HP nudged me to just go home. I am sober again tonight!

Wishing you all a sober, Merry Christmas.