Ummm... Debbie? Have you thought maybe the wall is too thick and strong to knock down? How about you try going over it, under it or around it? Where there's a will, there's a way.
Or... instead of slamming yourself against it, try dismantling it brick by brick...

I always did prefer to go "through"... but that's just me.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.