Major hugs for you Chandler. Sorry that your holiday plans fell through. Mixed episodes are dreadful. I really hope you find a way to cope until it passes. I sincerely wish you a Merry Christmas in spite of it all. By the way you aren't alone with the uncontrollable tears, i've had those the last 2 weeks but seem to be coming out of it now. Many blessings to you and remember to take care of yourself and go easy on yourself right now. Much love. DobieLuv