Okay, I will repeat what my T told me yesterday. She said on the show, "Everyone Loves Raymond" there was an episode in which Raymond got a birthday gift for his father that his father truly loved. But Raymond was all anxious and upset and his wife kept telling him to enjoy that his father was happy, he had made a good choice etc. Raymond's response was he had no practice in just enjoying a successful moment. Yup, sounds like me. That is one of my walls. To climb it and see that someone planted daffodils and I can enjoy the beauty and the fact that they had beauty within to share. I like when people make their yards pretty and I smile and enjoy it as I drive by. a lesson here too.