Hi curlydee - I am sorry you are having such a tough time right now - you matter - so do keep making that effort to work with your pdoc to find the right meds for you.

Ending it all would be a permanent solution to a temporary problem and what if the right meds for you were just around the corner? I glad you have a husband you care about - can you tell us more about how you are doing right now?

Be gentle with yourself - Soup