Hi curlydee--

I'm sorry to hear you're having a rough time. I know what it's like to go through med after med and not get any relief. At times the only thing that kept me on this planet was my daughter, and there were a few times when even that didn't seem enough. I finally found one that works now, and I learned coping methods in therapy in case things go bad again. I hope you can just hold on until your Pdoc can find what works for you. Keep posting and like Soup said, be gentle with yourself.