I cut, this morning somewhere close to 4:30. I wish the insomnia wasn't so bad. When I can't sleep is when I cut the most.
I am physically ill from some sort of virus... a cold and laryngitis so that isn't helping anything.
I threw up when I cut. I don't know if it was because I was so, so exhausted, or maybe just because I am so disgusted with myself, I don't know. I just want to feel better.