ohh yes...a very familiar feeling for me-one of my scariest!! I have dreams where T has pawned me off onto someone else because he regretted taking me on as a client as soon as I started telling him all the things about me/my past...and all of the irrational emails and attempts to quit...yeah I have the hugest fear he will tire of me...but there is also a part of me that thinks/hopes/knows he is legit when he says he is not going anywhere...and damn he has proved me right every time so far...
I think it gets easier the longer in therapy I am...but yeah I know the feel