Yeah it is soo weird to have it at a different time-but i really should just be thankful he is seeing me this week because I know so many T's take a lot of time off this time of year...I think a part of it is being scared of having to process yet another scary thing that happened to me...I told T last session-this fear will never go away-until this person is dead-I will always have the bad feeling in the pit of my stomach that another crisis or trauma is going to happen..ugg! I don't know if I have the energy...no matter what time of day it is...but I'm going to go...if nothing else I get a hug from T <3