(((((nicoleb2))))) I am so sorry you're feeling bad right now. If I've got my timing right, you made it thru Christmas Day? Bet your kids were glad their mommy was there. hopefully you'll feel better after holidays.

I'll be honest, I don't cut or have desire to. Me being bipolar, I can understand having to struggle almost daily though. Wish I had some great words of wisdom for you & for myself but I don't. If you are afraid your T will quit seeing you because you cut again, then I would reconsider if she is the right T for you. They are supposed to hang in there with you & help you with your issues. For now it's a new day. Please be kind to yourself.

Take good care!!