It's okay to cry, Adelissa, don't worry, it may increase the tension in your head and make your migraine hurt, but it's important to let out your feelings, and the tears are a very important way of doing that.
Can you take a painkiller for your migraine? And find a dark room where you can lie down? I also get migraines and they are cruel.
You feel alone, and there are many, many of us who feel the same especially at Christmas. So please feel that you do have friends, we are not there in person but we are here online. And we send you virtual hugs across the miles.

Things will get better, they always do. Thinking of you! xx hope you feel a bit better soon, and if people are making toxic remarks, as they do at Christmas, try to avoid those people.