Searched "self-abandonment" after the idea occurred to me that this was a possibility.
Read a chapter in the book "Mindsight" and enjoyed it very much.
Considered my need for structure and possibly providing that for myself via LPN schooling.
Made coffee

and am about to work in a cross-stitch that I began for a Christmas present but didn't finish in time for 'this' Christmas.
Thought about how to end the gift-giving at Christmas because I don't enjoy it. Once suggested we put the name of our favorite charity into a hat and drawing one or two out to give to in lieu of gifts. No takers. So, wondering how it would be if I just said that in lieu of any gifts (presumptuous, I know), to please make a donation to a charity of the giver's choice (and maybe give me a note as to why that charity was chosen/what it means to the giver to give to that charity). I just reallllly do not need any more shower gel. lol