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Thanks for the replies. Saturday was bad. Yesterday was better, only about 10 or so. A couple already this morning and it's only 7:30 but I guess I'm getting used to it... Not really though... I keep telling myself it's only anxiety, it will go away. But it keeps happening. I explained how severe it was when I spoke with him in October. He gave me the meds and said my problems were from migraines and caffeine. I am down to about 1 cup of Mtn Dew in the mornings and that's it. The rest of the day I am drinking Gatorade or water. I was drinking about 8 bottles of Mtn Dew a day at the time. I can tell the jittery feelings are much less now but those only contributed to the anxiety they weren't the cause. He also gave me meds to lower my blood pressure and meds for migraines. That's all he gave me, nothing at all for anxiety specifically. I don't like medicine so I wont take it for the migraines. I will cry in pain all day but will not take meds for it. The low blood pressure meds, I already have low blood pressure and the idea of making it lower is not something I like so I guess I gotta hang in there until Jan 25th and try to talk to him again. Thank you again so much for your replies!
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