It is a rough time of the year for many and for those that do not understand some times will never understand (due to they cant or aren't willing to or so on) But the most important thing is to realize that you can always come on PC and vent

I hope you feel better soon, I hope that you get to enjoy a little of the "holiday spirit" even if it is later after the whole "time frame" that people seem to put on it.

I hope you the best and remember things get better, keep trying, and be well or as best as you can be