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dusty9838 · Dec 26, 2011, 01:13 PM

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Originally Posted by iamspecial

I miss you erica!! I'm sooooooooooooooooo glad you became my sister on here....you have no idea what hole is left in my heart that you are gone....we mustn't have been that good for you to want to stay with us....you didn't let us try!!....WOW i'm just missing you loads....You knew how to light up a room when you came into chat....you sure knew how to make people feel welcomed....you sure knew how to give the best hugs EVER!! I miss seeing you around, i miss talking to you, i miss how you made me feel but most of all i miss you giving me hugs better and the support you gave me when times where so very hard for me....now people ask me to let them in but i find it so very hard after loosing you You meant more to me than you will ever know!!

Hey special,

I read this thread and I want you to know my heart goes out to you. Erica definately sounds like a sweet girl and a good friend to you and what you're feeling is perfectly normal. It's only been a few months and grieving someone without closure is a very hard and painful process. I had a similiar experience a few years ago... a good friend of mine (and I have very very few real friends in real life) passed away similiar to how yours did. It's still painful to think about but I can promise you with time things do get better... you are doing the best thing you can do and grieving by honoring her in this thread.

Talking to you in chat I can tell you are a very caring and loving girl and I know your friend wouldn't want you to be in pain right now... you need to focus on yourself and know that over time you can find happiness again. I hope you had a great Christmas and your new year brings you that happiness!