Ok so I keep saying I'm going to start T every week and I keep not for various excuses. Last week was right before Christmas and in the week before she had wished me a good Christmas so I figured she was busy /not working the next week.

Now I'm thinking the same thing for this week. I don't want to email her to book an appointment because I don't want to interrupt her holiday stuff. I know that if she's not working she'll just say so but I don't want to pressure her I guess.

I feel like I'm not a serious enough case to go in. And by that I mean ever. I was reading the other post about T's getting bored and I've seen her since November and I'm already convinced she sits there wondering "so why are you here exactly?"