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I have an upper spine problem that got much worse on Christmas eve. I came home from a church service with my back and neck causing me a good deal of discomfort and I was unable to finish my gift wrapping. I have only lately been having a problem that actually limits what I can do. I broke down crying, and my significant other was not very supportive.
We got irritable with each other and it was not a very nice Christmas for either one of us. I'm sorry for my part in the friction that developed. I'm disgusted with myself. He just left to go back to his own place. We were mean to each other. I was worse than he was.
My right arm is hurting more from me typing, so I better end this.
I feel very bad about myself. I feel very guilty. I feel very unloved. I want to tell him I am sorry. It will be true because I am sorry. I'm sorry for both of us. We hurt each other.
I am seriously depressed.
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