Dragonfly, i can't change my PC mood from my phone. Guess I am inlove but that relationship was doomed long before it began. Right now i don't care if i never see him again. Meh...

SunAngel: I honestly cannot think of 1 single thing. My mom used to remind me to count my blessings, they've gotten less and less over the years. Jordan? Honestly, she doesn't need me at all, my mom's always taken care of her while I work (can you spell INADEQUATE) and now that I'm unemployed I'm useless, my sister sees to her financial needs. So all in all I'm disposabal in that girls life. And God? I still believe He's out there, but not in the context the church taught me growing up, so alone I am... I don't want to bother anymore, I don't.