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Originally Posted by Lost_In_Thought
That's what my T was doing too. And although it made me feel that he did want me to go back, at the same time it made me feel like I must really be screwed up for him to do that.
Seems like no matter what he does I can find something to stress over.
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Oh I know! That's the flip side of the coin that I failed to mention. Yeah. Well, the whole standing appt thing came about because he had to leave one day for an emergency and didn't come back until after a week later. I was on my way out the door for my appt when I got the phone call. It freaked me out how needy and unstable I felt. I mean, emergencies come up, and I KNEW that I'd see him again and everything.....but I felt like a little kid and felt like I was jumping off the deep end. When I finally was able to see him again, I talked about it and that felt nice to get it all out and inform him, *until* it dawned on me that now he knew, OFFICIALLY, how needy I was (and that was really only the tip of the iceberg). I have had a standing appt ever since.
So yeah, darned if you do....darned if you don't.
