Aww Billi,

I would definatly have replied. I have taken a bit of a leave of absence from this site finding my depression and Xmas too much to bare at the moment.

I haven't read your profile, but I myself have some " different" ideas about my own therapy and treatment. So I can understand that. You have a right to think or feel however you do about it.

The cyber bullying, I don't know alot about it and right now I wish I did, so I could offer some useful advice. Can you stay away from wherever this is taking place. Or report it? I just don't know. Bullying is awful in any way shape or form. It is abuse. You don't deserve to be put through it.

The sleep thing, now that I can totally relate to. Still struggling with sleep meds myself. Don't worry about your dr thinking you are difficult. I don't think he/she will actually think that. Sleep meds can be difficult. Hopefully they can find you something that will work for you. And remember that's your dr's job, and I'm sure they would want to get this figured out for you. I hope you can get some sleep. I really do. I am about to take something I hate as we speak to hopefully put me down for the night.

Xmas is a hard time, definatly so. You are cared about here I am sure. We haven't had the pleasure of meeting yet, but even I care. if you want or need to talk more, I'll be around. I'll check in on your thread too to see how you are. Billi Please hang in there. We can get through this together right? Your definatly not alone.