Hi Chopin,
In reading about your relationship with your t in past posts, it seems that you have already developed a friendship, or at least it appears so in your interactions during your sessions. My impression is that you have been a great support for her as she has gone through her treatments, meaning that your therapy went in a different direction than most of us experience. Also, you have been able to explore your faith with her. This is special, too.
You have said that you are prepared for her answer, and if this is the case, I think you should ask the question. After all, since your last session, this has been on your mind, and you would share any other thoughts with her. Personally, my OCD does the same to me, and I would have to ask.
Hugs,
Bluemountains