do you guys think that instead of binging and purging like i do at the moment i should try to restrict instead.

i used to be heavily into the pro-ana/mia circuit and got down to 105 pounds, now in 129 and hate it, im so scared of being fat and this can sometimes trigger depressed swings in my BP.

i dont what my teeth to rot away and i cant stop purging after ive eaten, even if its salad or something, so i was thinking i could try out restricting my food all together instead of eating alot then purging it.

i only want to get down to 112 at the moment, but my ultimate goal weight is 95 pounds. and im 5'7" so that seems okay. restricting just seems alot healthier, ive tried to stop purging, i really have, its so hard because you purge in a place where no one else goes in with you so you can do it even if you are with friends ETC.

what do you gusy think then?

siani x