Thank you everyone who gave me their opinion on my "situation". Since I have written that a lot has changed. I talked to my fiance and told him how I have been feeling. Now everyday he says something nice to me. He still shows me everyday that he loves me. Of course now he has finally said it! And he keeps saying it. I finally am hearing "I love you"!

I am glad that there is a place I can vent my frustrations. Thank you again!