I am OCIAN but some things were near the middle like I am 56% introverted, and 60% Conscientious

I am unemployed right now but that does make a lot of sense, like how you act when you need to act like that vs how you really are. I think my baseline is ISFP but I sometimes can be really J when I am stressing about something and also I don't really socialize much so when I do I am all out E so maybe it wouldn't seem so different if I hung out with people more. Good thinking I still wonder if someone who is bipolar might test differently depending on baseline or manic. I read an interesting article about how bipolar should be seen as a spectrum and not one or the other. I think I have some mild form at least because I have mood swings a lot and sometimes I get to talking and I can't make myself shut up but otherwise, I am thinking I might have been what I think is called disociating in college. Not like multiple personalities but a lot of my youth I feel like was a dream world and I was looking at it from the outside. IDK but I am the kind of person that wants to go backwards to figuring out who I am and what is going on today. I need a "tell me about your childhood" therapist lol.