That sounds like a compulsive behavior. It's not really that unsual, actually - some people have to wash their hands all the time or arrange their stuff in a certain way, or have various routines that they feel compelled to follow. Yes, I can understand how it would get old to keep having to do that, but you are not alone. You might want to click on "quizzes" at the top of the page and try the OCD quiz on this site. There is more information about Obsessive Compulsive Disorder too - look under "disorders" or search for it on the internet. It's treatable too, with meds and/or therapy.

Good luck to you!


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