I'm still withdrawling off of meds cold turkey. But doing better than I was over the weekend. I've pretty much been depressed the whole time since a few days ago. with it not really being anything else.
I'm hungry but cant eat.
I'm sleepy but cant sleep.
I'm achey.
I lack in my chores. normally i take my dog out atleast 4 times a day. i'm about to goto bed and he's only been out once. and will get out a second time before I hit the bed. but.. I dont even wanna do that. and I had to drag myself with extreme effort just to take him out the first time.
Nothing really bad, or really good happened today.. It was an uneventful day.
I feel sick too..
And i keep getting weak and fainty like.
I have been having panic attacks for no reason at all, that last for the remained of the day once they hit. (this is from withdrawls too).
And I have been to the bathroom so much I will definantly be looking into a softer toliet paper, because i can barely sit down.
a depressed, sick, achey, distant, not good day.
Which is an improvement from the horrible days i've had over the weekend since the whole cold turkeying the meds thing happened.