(((teary_me))))
I am sorry that you're having such a difficult time

Times like these are just miserable. A lot of us fight feelings of insignificance very often. We aren't insignificant though. We're simply ignoring those who do care about us. Our eyes aren't completely open, absorbing all that there is happening around us. Instead, we're looking through our dark and slim shades.
Try to remember that this time will pass. Try to enjoy the little things in life that are sweet and innocent ~ pure pleasure. Think about sweet cats or puppies, birds chirping in the trees, flowers, and seasons. Whatever brings you some comfort and a safe source for enjoyment ~ focus on those things for a bit to get you through.
We'll be here. Gentle hugs sent your way...