You're not alone in this, Evis. I've been going through a med change for what seems like months. My doc prescribes Ativan, and believe it or not, atarax (when I get really stressed I break out in hives). I try to stick to the later, because it's not addicting (i'm a recovering alcoholic, 24 years sober). But, I rarely make it thru a day without one or more "extras". She knows about it all, and it thankful that I can get through the day and be productive while my mood is so, so low.

I have also discovered some herbal, legal additives that help a lot, but I can't take them in the afternoon, cuz then I can't sleep.

I feel your pain. You're not alone.