Candy, glad you have he gift of writing. You could write a book. Take time to rest. Also, I was wondering if it would be therapeudic for you to write the cable company and Salvation Army and tell them exactly what your experience was, your illness etc. You know, a weren't you guys tyrd balls kinda thing and here I have this wire around my heart. My be helpful. Especially if you added your humor. Do take care. Be well. Apply for Food stamps immediately!