Hi,
I'm over a year clean and life is chugging along well enough. When I was using, I spent a lot of time and energy scoring and using. Raising money was a challenge also. I lived with lots of guilt.
Today, I have let go of that guilt. I am a better husband and step-father. I've been able to stop using nicotine(cigs). I attend two NA meetings a week, usually. All this did not happen instantly. I had to endure lots of hardship to get to where I am now.

I have a sponsor. I use the 12 steps to guide me away from using narcotics. I see a therapist. I've learned to avoid situations that might trigger a craving, and cope with difficult situations effectivly.

Life is worth it!

A.