Okay, I haven't emailed my t, but I did make an appt. with my doctor.

I have to keep tabs of my blood pressure and blood sugars. Both are up. I am wondering if the bp is up because of recent med changes, but it really scared me that I've made about a 20 point jump on top and 10 on the bottom. The blood sugar increases are probably due to the recent wine diet along with more desserts than usual.

Also, I checked with the psychiatrist's office, and I can be reevaluated in one intensive appt. which takes about 2 hours. This group does a complete physical and mental exam before prescribing. Where I live it is pretty common to have the family dr. maintain the prescriptions with the psychiatrist's communication. I am aiming for this appt. possibly during my next teaching break in April if my doc doesn't want me to go sooner. Time off from work is very tough with all of the appts. required with myself and four children.

Okay, I haven't sent the email yet, and that's the biggest obstacle. I will be at her office in a few minutes to take my son to his t appointment. Maybe I'll give a note to the son's t in order to have her deliver it. This way, there will be no turning back.

Again, thanks everyone for helping me to see that I am crazier than I thought right now.

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